I’m trying hard not to break down but it seems to not be working out for me. Every once in a while, I feel like falling apart. So many things are hitting me all at the same time. I have to deal with mistakes, misfortunes, failure, and loss. So many negative things just pouring in and smacking me hard on the face. I’m not good at handling these things. I’m scared and confused. I can’t handle this anymore. For once can’t something good come to my life. I’ve suffered way too long and always having to pretend I’m happy. Putting that fake smile on my face, it’s just too much. I’ve always been good at hiding my emotions but now I’m just tired. For once I want to be truly happy rather than pretending to be.